Jaded is a word I sometimes use for something I've done, written, thought, etc... it's been JD'd... or jaded. I even have a publishing company with very few songs that have made even less money called Jaded Songs. Celeste once suggested we name our child Jade if it was a girl, which I thought was perfect should we aspire to raise a stripper. Jade is slang for prostitute and was used as such in literature through the 19th century. It did rise again in popularity a few years ago though, and now I like it - so what do I know. But we had a boy - so moot point. Jade is also a gemstone - typically some shade of green. Green is my favorite color according to aforementioned boy and I think he's right - I do like green.
Nevertheless - this is where I'll share my thoughts. Not because you care or should - but because something must quieten the voices and lull me to sleep at night. This seems the ideal venue and safer than drugs. We'll see.